I always end up telling myself
that I won’t look for you anymore, that I won’t talk or care about you anymore,
that I should think more about myself and less about you. I tell myself the
truth, but I still don’t listen, I can’t blame me either, how can I listen to a
truth that tells me that the best thing that happened to me isn’t real? How can
I believe that all that it was, became nothing? How can I believe that while
I’m here thinking, missing, wanting, longing, hurting, you don’t even care, you
don’t even bother? It’s not easy to accept, to process, to conceive, that the
same person that told you she fell for you but was too scared to give in and
lose, because it was too much in so little time can be the same person that
makes you feel smaller every time you reach out to them, how can that be the
same person as the one that won’t even bother to conclude a conversation with
you? How can that sweet beautiful face that so acted incredibly like she really
cared be the one person that makes you wish you didn’t have feelings for
anything anymore? How can that be the same person that once made you feel like
everything just disappeared when both your lips met, the person that made
everything amazing with a simple smile.
Como es posible que pueda sentir tus labios en los míos y estremecerme como si alguna vez los hubiese probado? Como es posible que sienta el roce de tus labios con los míos en todo el cuerpo si nunca te he besado, como es posible que mi ser pueda reproducir una sensación que contigo nunca ha conocido? Es tan inexplicable y a la vez no necesita explicación... Si me estremezco con tanta intensidad al solo imaginar la idea de mis labios jugando con los tuyos a conocerse, pues creo que podría explotar de la intensidad con la que vibraría mi alma cuando se hiciera real, talvez podría ser mi ultimo día en la tierra si no pudiera manejar tal sensación, si este fuera el caso pues aprovecharía ese día como ningún otro, buscaría la forma de dejar impregnados tus labios en los míos sin importar cuanto desaparezca mi cuerpo...
Lo que no diera porque sientas lo que me haces sentir y que compartas el deseo de hacer una historia sin hablar, de construir caminos en nuestros cuerpos con solo tocarnos, si tan solo quisieras que te conociera sin hacerte preguntas como a mi me gustaría conocerte, si tan solo me dejaras adivinar tu historia escribiéndola en tu espalda y borrando con mis besos cada parte en la que me equivocase, si tan solo me dejaras viajar a tu espacio interior en un viaje que no tenga vuelta atras, si tan solo pudieras compartir eso conmigo, si tan solo supieras...
En silencio pensando lo mucho que me gustas y lo mucho que me gustaria tenerte cerca; En silencio deseando poder respirar el mismo aire que respiras, deseando poder mirarte a los ojos, deseando ser brisa por un momento para poder acariciar tu pelo, rozar tu cara, besar tus mejillas, sentir tu rostros sin que tu te des cuenta...
En silencio pensando en tantas cosas que quisiera poder decirte pero mientras mas las pienso, mas entiendo que no debo hacerlo, en silencio deseando poder abandonar la cancion sin palabras y cantarte una cancion llena de historias, historias que contigo escribo aunque no hayas aceptado mi guion, historias que solo funcionan en mi propia pelicula, historias que aun siendo reales solo en mi mente, solo en mi corazon me llenan de vida, me regalan una sonrisa, historias que no me juzgan, solo escuchan como van desenvolviendose con el sonido de mi voz o con un solo pensamiento mio, historias que no me abandonan y no les importa que las cambie una y otra vez, esas historias que son las unicas que entienden que aunque afuera en ese otro mundo tu no conoces lo que mi alma grita dentro de mi, hay un sinnumero de crucigramas y laberintos en mi cabeza que conducen hacia ti, hacia tu mirada que envuelve, tu sonrisa que despierta mil emociones, tu pelo que desata armonias en la brisa, tu boca que canta aun en el silencio, canciones que mis labios quisieran aprender, canciones que algun dia podre cantar junto a ti....
[Rachel:]I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
[Rachel with New Directions:] To fly, to fly
[Santana:] Oh yo, yo
[Artie:] I used to think that I could not go on
[Santana:] I wish today it will rain all day Maybe that will kinda make the pain go away
[Artie:] And life was nothing but an awful song
[Santana:] They got their guns out aiming at me But I become Neo when they aiming at me
[New Directions:] If I can see it
[Blaine:] Me, me, me against them Me against enemies, me against friends ([New Directions:] Then I can do it) Somehow they both seem to become one A sea full of sharks and they all smell blood ([New Directions:] If I just believe it) They start coming and I start rising Must be surprising, I'm just surmising ([New Directions:] There's nothing to it)
[Blaine and Santana:] I win, thrive, soar, higher, higher, higher More fire
[Rachel and Santana:] I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
[Finn and New Directions:] I believe I can fly ([Rachel:] Fly) I believe I can touch the sky I believe I can fly ([Rachel:] Fly) I believe I can touch the sky
[Artie:] See I was on the verge of breakin' down
[Santana:] Paint they own pictures, then they crop me in But I will remain where the top begins
[Artie:] Sometimes silence can seem so loud
[Santana:] I am not a word, I am not a line I am not a girl that can ever be defined
[New Directions:] If I can see it
[Blaine:] I hear the criticism loud and clear That is how I know that the time is near ([New Directions:] Then I can do it) See we become alive in a time of fear And I ain't got no motherfickle time to spare ([New Directions:] If I just believe it) Cry my eyes out for days upon days Such a heavy burden placed upon me ([New Directions:] There's nothing to it)
[Blaine and Santana:] But when you go hard your nay's become yea's Yankee Stadium with Jay's and Kanye's
[Rachel and Santana:] I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
[Finn and New Directions:] I believe I can fly ([Rachel:] Fly) I believe I can touch the sky ([Mercedes:] Ooh) I believe I can fly ([Rachel:] Fly) I believe I can touch the sky ([Mercedes:] Touch the sky)
[Finn:] I believe I can fly
[Mercedes with ND girls:] Get ready for it, get ready for it
[Artie:] Then I can be it ([Mercedes with ND Girls:] Get ready for it, I came to win) If I just believe it, there's nothing to it ([Mercedes with ND Girls:] Get ready for it, get ready for it, get ready for it)
[Mercedes:] Get ready for it! Yeah!
[Artie and New Directions:] I believe I can fly ([Rachel:] Fly)
[Finn and New Directions:] I believe I can touch the sky ([Mercedes:] Sky) I think about it ([Rachel:] Fly) Every night and day Spread my wings and fly away ([Mercedes:] Ooh)
[Finn and Artie with New Directions:] I believe I can soar ([Rachel:] Fly) ([Mercedes:] Get ready for it) I see me runnin' through that open door ([Mercedes:] Get ready for it) ([Mercedes:] Fly) I believe I can fly ([Rachel:] Fly) ([Mercedes:] Get ready for it)
I let it fall, my heart, And as it fell you rose to claim it It was dark and I was over Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they're strong But my knees were far too weak To stand in your arms Without falling to your feet
But there's a side to you That I never knew, never knew. All the things you'd say They were never true, never true, And the games you play You would always win, always win.
[Chorus:] But I set fire to the rain, Watched it pour as I touched your face, Well, it burned while I cried 'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!
When I lay with you I could stay there Close my eyes Feel you here forever You and me together Nothing is better
'Cause there's a side to you That I never knew, never knew, All the things you'd say, They were never true, never true, And the games you play You would always win, always win.
[Chorus:] But I set fire to the rain, Watched it pour as I touched your face, Well, it burned while I cried 'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!
I set fire to the rain And I threw us into the flames Where it felt something die 'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!
Sometimes I wake up by the door, That heart you caught must be waiting for you Even now when we're already over I can't help myself from looking for you.
[Chorus:] I set fire to the rain, Watched it pour as I touched your face, Well, it burned while I cried 'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain, And I threw us into the flames Where it felt something die 'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh, ohhhh!
Oh noooo Let it burn Oh oh ohhhh Let it burn Oh oh ohhhh Let it burn Oh oh ohhhh
When will I see you again? You left with no goodbye, Not a single word was said, No final kiss to seal any seams, I had no idea of the state we were in,
I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness, And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember? Don't you remember? The reason you loved me before, Baby, please remember me once more,
When was the last time you thought of me? Or have you completely erased me from your memory? Cause I often think about where I went wrong, And the more I do, the less I know,
But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness, And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember? Don't you remember? The reason you loved me before, Baby, please remember me once more,
I gave you the space so you could breathe, And I kept my distance so you would be free, And hoped that you'd find the missing piece, To bring you back to me,
Why don't you remember? Don't you remember? The reason you loved me before, Baby, please remember me once more,
Close enough to start a war All that I have is on the floor God only knows what we're fighting for All that I say, you always say more
I can't keep up with your turning tables Under your thumb I can't breathe
So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me No, I won't rescue you to just desert me I can't give you the heart you think you gave me It's time to say goodbye to turning tables To turning tables
Under haunted skies I see you (ooh) Where love is lost your ghost is found I braved a hundred storms to leave you As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down, whoa
I can't keep up with your turning tables Under your thumb I can't breathe
So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me, No, I won't rescue you to just desert me I can't give you the heart you think you gave me It's time to say goodbye to turning tables Turning tables
Next time I'll be braver I'll be my own savior When the thunder calls for me Next time I'll be braver I'll be my own savior Standing on my own two feet
I won't let you close enough to hurt me, No, I won't rescue you to just desert me I can't give you the heart you think you gave me It's time to say goodbye to turning tables To turning tables Turning tables, yeah Turning, oh
